Things didn’t turn out very fine for both me and Yeeleng yesterday. Well, I would say it was horrible, almost like a nightmare. Yeah.

Anyways, things between Zen and me are getting bad in a way. I don’t know how to phrase my words now, but we are kinda in a rough patch. No, it’s not his fault, people. Yeah, it was mine. So don’t blame Zen. (: He’s just like an innocent baby.

I’m having my last paper tomorrow. Zen wants me to get a grade B. However it might not be that possible. But I’ll still try. Sunday will be a verdict of something silly. I hope I can do some soul searching. Hah. By then, my life as well as Zen’s might be of a total change.

And to Yeeleng, whatever it is, I’m one friend that will stand by you, stand by you stably and listening to your troubles, comforting you. I promise that no matter what your decision is, I will support you, all the way. Though your parents might not understand what you are going through right now, I do yeah? I know how it feels like, when you are in a situation whereby you can’t totally adapt yourself into the environment. It’s tough, it very tough. I’ve been through such case. That’s why I told you to do what you really want to, and not to do something for the sake for completing it. Believe me, it might be a tough road down now, but as you walk along, you will realize that what you’ve done is right. Trust me bestie. I know deep down you still have plenty of unsolvable troubles. And I might not be able to help. But but, I’m just a call away. I can be there to listen to your grief, consoling you, yes? Thanks for last night, you did so much for me. Love you love you! (: (: (:

Bye people, I back to my studies.

{zen this song is for you} SORRY, YOU CAN PUT THE BLAME ON ME.